chilll. :)

hola! it's kinda early. but i had alot to blog about soo get over it. what's the definition of chill to you? for me it's sitting around in ducky pajama pants and a tank top, drinking cran-pomegrante juice, texting the boy you love, chatting away on myspace & aim, and listening to music. I'm soo chill right now. :P I just finished watching secret life like a half hour ago. that show truely amazes me. The baby is going to be a boyyy. anyways! i still haven't blogged about Saturday night when my baby came over. Yes, i'm talking about mr. logan seitz. ;) we headed up to Alex's house with kels and alex.. his sister was "watching us" but yeah! i got to make out with logan. he's got like the best lips ever and he smells amazing. he wears curve cologne. that stuff is mucho great smelling. it was a great night.. and i think he's getting his phone back soon so i won't have to text him on his family member's phones.. know what i really want to see? the uninvited. and the unborn! they both look super good. but i'll have to see both in the presence of logan. WOW LOGAN IS SUCH A BIG PART IN MY LIFE NOW!! I almost forgot that today in the hallways his ex was right behind him, so i went ahead and hugged him, and she looked at me like she was going to shoot me. it was freaking funny. my hands are about to fall asleeep, so goodnight.

Ciao,
Emily.

life=rawr.

life is shit sometimes. i can't believe that whole dilema(sp?) at school. i didn't do anything. don't get the wrong ideas. someone made a bad choice. i'm sooo glad that i didn't make the same one. i have more self respect than to do that. i love logan so much. i hope he doesn't get in too much trouble! because if he does, then i'll be like the most heart broken person ever. i'm so glad i rode the bus today. the only reason is because i got to talk to logan, and have his opinion. i also got a hugg. :) but no kiss, because i have a cold sore. :( i can't imagine how much trouble that girl is going to get in. i know that if it was me, my life would be hell. for like ever. anyways. i'm not even in trouble with that. sooo. i need plans for tomorow. i wish logan could come over. but i doubt he can, because he's going to get in trouble because he forgot to erase the picture from his phone.. and plus my parents are going somewhere. i'll probably end up doing something with fanny, alex, justin, and kelsey. aim is starting to confuse me. it's beeping like so much! AND OH MY GOSH. my dog is hilarious. i walked in the house from church last night, and he was just like sitting on my desk. i was like.. "what the hell?!" haha, *my dog is a siberian husky.. and he just kinda looked at me. i seriously wonder if he just sits there like that all day. bahahah. he is the silliest dog alive. ughh! i seriously want to talk to logan, but if i called him, then officer grindstaff would answer. and i really don't want to talk to him. hah. it's like "you definitely are not my boyfriend." i wish logan was here. oh wow.. i love that boy way too much. if that's even possible. i'm gonna go live my life and stop typing now. updates tomorow. :)_ WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? NOW MY PARENTS WANT ME TO BREAK UP WITH LOGAN!!!!!! that's not going to happen. they can suck it. i love logan sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
ugh! why'd whoever told tell? not smart. nottt smart.

Ciao,
Emily

MWAH.*

it's the most amazing feeling to be in love. hehe. wowww... ;) anways! i haven't updated this is a while. it's wednesday and feels like monday, except i gotta go to church in a bit. oh my gosh. Friday was freaking amazing. i may sound like a loser for saying this, but i got my FIRST kiss. it was like the best thing everrr. ask for details if you want, because i don't feel like sharing it on here. and when logan came over on saturday, we went to blockbuster to get a movie. and we saw kelsey and andre theree. speaking of which, andre skipped school today. :P considering it was a 2 hour delay. back to my story! we rented hancock, and didn't even watch it. lmfao. we just kinda looked at eachother and talked. it was cute. and i got a goodnight kiss in my bedroom. he is the best boyfriend ever, and i love him so much.


"I love you more than imagination land could ever imagine." -Logan Seitz.

Ciao,
Emily

music=difficult.

do you know how hard it is to learn how to play the freaking piano? i keep trying, but honestly, i suckk. but who cares?i gottta double date tomorow. woooohoooo<3. heheh! i love logan seitzz..
he's freaking amazingg. we're going to the movies with kelsey and justin tomorowww.hhaha. andd... saturday he's coming over to do Lord knows what?! just chill i guessss. (:

Ciao, Emily

it's a good day. ;)

soo! i decided that immature boys piss me off. and truely they do. so i found a new boy, who makes me very happy. and oh woww. he's just so amazing to me. writing this is soo difficult,because seriously, this boy leaves me speachless. we haven't said "i love you" yet. and i'm definitely glad that we haven't, cause i don't love him quite yet, but i'm sure it could lean towards that wayy.. january 10th? hell yes.

"and i don't know how it get better then this,
you take my hand and drag me head first,
FEARLESS" -taylor swifttt. (:


Ciao,
Emily.

GUYS:oneletterawayfromgay.

i feel just like that freaking snowman cookie man! it's like the most horrible feeling ever. guys are officially ALL gay. there's only a few really good guys out there, and most of them are taken. or the good guy that you want, is apparently too immature for you. i'm not even going to say the immature thing againn. i'm tired of typing the story and sounding like a sad sap. i have a minor headache, blehhh. but i think it's from playing rockband with fanny for the last few hours. kelsey's calling. i answered. i guess me her, fanny, alex, and justin biddix have plans for the movies tommorrow! freakin' sweeet yooo(: we're gonna see the unborn. AHHHHH! lmfao. if i cry, i'm going to be like. blah! at least we got alex and justin, like they won't be scared? lol. i wish that mr. lo would want to go. but i'm not even going to invite him, because ya know what? he's freakkin' immature as helll. wait! gabriel might be coming to? omgg, my phone keeps ringing, and IM's keep coming. i feel sooo loved. (: i'm such a "people person". anyways, i'm not going to type alll nighttt.


*cookie styled by: ZORO! (haha, kelseyyy). photography by mee. lol (:

Ciao, emilyy.

blahh

yeah! i saw that guy in the halls today, and i'm forealll sorry if this guy is reading this, because i'm going to be very blunt. he only said "hey" to me. it wasn't like "heyy" well actually it was like in the middle of those two, he was disctracted with something else. and in the cafeteria, i gave him my "look" where i just kinda look at someone and give them this innocent look on my face, he looked at me as if to say "what?" i'll write more laterr.


ciao. (:

immature, much?

why do guys have to be sooo immature sometimes?! it's really annoying. you can't like the guy without them making some hugee deal over it. and i'm pretty sure you know exactly who i'm talking about. i like them, so they have to completely ignore me? hell no. that's not how i roll sorry. if i message you saying something really important to me, i expect you to message me back. i don't give a crap what you say, just say something, it's way better then nothing. that nine year old with a guide to girls, is definitely smart. if he lived around here, i'd probably date him. i don't give a crap about their age (i like a 7th grader and other peoplee.) as long as they're mature and don't run from me. WAKE UP PEOPLE. IT'S NOT PRESCHOOL, IT'S MIDDLE SCHOOL, I THINK IT'S TIME TO GROW UP!