passionate.

yesterday, i went to the movies with philllip. then we went to best buy and played rockbandd. afterwards we went to the mall. he kissed me. it was so passionate and wonderful. & damn, there were many to come, and more to happen in the future. i was his first kiss since march. he is the best kisser. ever. end of story. (: i can honestly tell you that i do love him. a whole lot. <3

my phone is really starting to frustrate (sp since school's been out) me. the 8 button hardly works when i want to text. sooo just to inform you, if we're texting and i don't include something that is on the 8 button, don't have a cow, it's not my fault. jusssaying.

today me and andrea went shopping for a long ass time. but i think i'm going to go again tomorrow with fanny, because i didnt spend my money, and i want more clothes :] tonight we had orientation. i'm kinda mad that i have two classes with the biggest douche bag ever, but fuck it. at least i have classes with some of my bestfriends tooo, so it's all good.


Ciao,
Emily

shit.

so lately, i don't know what's gotten into me.. my stress level has gone threw the roof. and it seems as if everyone is out to get me. i haven't gone a day without crying in Lord know's when. last night was amanda's party. suppppper fun. but afterwards. ugh. let's put it this way, i hate hate hate guys. they're stupid. immature. nonunderstanding. BASTARDS. who the fuck asks the girl he's "talking" to advice on another girl? no one! thats what i thought too. i hate how when someone says "i love you" they don't mean it. i've really started to scare myself.. i need a hug.. i need to know that somebody out there cares.

anyways. today was very fun. i went to wilson's creek with my momma, and kelsey. mommy slipped on a rock and now is in urgent care getting stiches. i laughed when she fell. then i saw blood pouring out and i cried. scary? yes.

Tonight i'm sleeping over at nicola's. then tomorrow i'm going to kelsey's for the night.

i honestly think something is wrong with me. i'm scared.

Ciao,
Emily

rap music and cleaning.

it gets the job done.

hola bitches(:
today was stupid. i got up around 11:30, at andrea's. sara came and got me arounddd 2. and i've been cleaning my damn house since then. i reallllly want to work out. i think i'm going to go tomorrow morning before i have to go get my schedule changed. yeahhh. i need to be in play production apparently ?haha. which i mean it's good. because acting is just something i love to do. lol :P i reallly don't see why i was the VP of drama club, because i'm really not that great. probably just because i've got friends, or something... there's only one more week left of summer. honestly, where'd it go? anyways. after that me and sara are going to akito. alex comes home! aunt amy and uncle tommy will be here! &&&&. party at amanda's. which i hope my mommma let's me go tooo :P
maybe i'lll add more to this shit laterrr

Ciao,
Emily

andrea = stalker.

heyyy yall, watch out. andrea taylor is a straight up stalker. she will tell you things that you are about to tell her? WHAT THE FUCK. it's like she reads my blog before it's even posted. how fucking messsed up and creepy is that? hahah. she eats, breathes, sleeeps CREEPSTER. just warning you (:

anywaysss. last night i stayed on the phone 5 hours straight with phillp curtis (: i also went to the mall with him and emily. GOD HE'S A SWEETHEART. i'm on the mac of book at andrea's because today we went downtown to the coffee shop to converse like intelligent young adults. ha. then we walked on the railroad tracks. we decided that we're going to walk on the railroad tracks when were drunk. fun shit? nnnYES. haha. we're watching an extremely goofy movie. i just decided to update you bitchesss.


i love youuu!<3

Ciao,
Emily

pontlessnesss(:

i've had a prettty darn good day. :] last night emily spent the night for probably the last time in a whileee/: i'm gonna miss her. soooo much. we went to bed around 5:30 am. woke up at 1ish. got readddy. ate. went to the malll with phillip<333 he's the bigggest sweetheart. grrr. :) i've been on the phone with him for 2 hours now. i love it.

hahaha. tomorrrow i think kelsey is coming over. and maybe andre tooo? idk.

sounds exciting. i miss my bestfriend.

Ciao,
Emily

i miss you blogspot. i miss you life.

bloggging makes you find alot of wrongs in your "right" life. i feel like i'm losing everyone in my life. yes, i've become closer with old aqautinces. but i miss my friends. i miss being able to have someone that is always there for me. i'm losing one of my closest friends. not by choice. but by force. fuck moving.. i love you emily, and i really will miss you. we shall chill before you leave. i hate how emotional i've become. i hate how i keep in how i feel. i hate how i have to go online and read someone's blog to see how they feel about me and our friendship. yes, that was aimed towards kelsey. i really miss my bestfriend. how? i haven't seen her in two weeks. we usually live together. i hate how people call me "preppy". i hate how i will never be comfortable in my own skin. i hate most of fucking all how i can blog about this shit, and i act like i'm fine cause i know people have it worse all around me.

anyways. i'm done with my hate shit. i really want just a hug. i got so many tonight from an amazing guy. that yes, i reallly do like. his friends are douche's. but who cares? his friends aren't him. he's about the cutest sweetest thing, and he likes me. :] tomorrow i think i get to see him again. hehe. fanny got home today. yayyyy frenchy. she got me a bunch of hello kitty stufff from china town. i want alexxx to come home >.< damn ohio! yesterday was my miracle cousin's birthday. thank God for life. she is my one true miracle that proved there is a God for me. yes, before i had doubts. is there a problem with that? i have no problem with somebody being agnostic, you have your opinions, i'll have mine. just don't try to change me, it simply will not work.

i hate how people think i've become someone different than myself.
i think i know who i am.


Ciao,
Emily