foreverrr.

shiiiiiiit, i haven't blogged in foreverrr! so much has happened in the past few weeks. I'm happy to say that i'm 100% over Logan. I'm now "talking" to an amazing guy. I mean, sure, we haven't exactly MET yet. /: butttt, from what i heard about him from andrea and brianna, i'm pretty sure he's the right guy for me, i think we'll date soon? and i think i might fall in love with him in time? all i know is now i'm reallllly into him, its almost crazy. There's a bit of an age difference. he's a sophomore, and i'm an 8th grader. but that doesn't bother me and he said that it doesn't bother him. I know that he's friends with all girls, and people usually don't say the best things about him. but seriously, i don't give a shit. i know the truth, and that's all that matters. ughhh; today i was gonna get a great chance to meet him. but my mom said no! i was like "you bitchhh!"
welll, i didn't actually say that to my mother, but i definitely should've. bahaha. i have to write a letter to the bishop hoolalala tonight. his last name is like CRAZYYYY. but hey, that's okay! and after i get confirmed then i'lll most likely turn baptist, but ya know what? at least i'm a PROUD christian. <3 geee, shaun the sheep is scaring me. i talk to him, and sometimes he doesn't talk back, it reallly kinda freaks me out. you never know the truth with guys. they say things they don't mean, just cause they're dickfucks with no hearts. but i just know that he is different.. ughhh, i saw my GAYGAYGAY ex today in the gym. he was trying to play basketball, he sucked balls pretty much. did you know that last year he put shit alllll over the bathroom stallls? whatta a freakin' weirdo! i held hands with a guy that touches shit and puts in on bathroom walls!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWW, weirdo! weirdo! alertttt. i think it's funny how i used to love him so much, and now it's like i see him anywhere and there is no more affection. sure i get those texts saying he wants to be friends, but to tell you the truth, me and him were never really friends, he just randomly asked me out. i said yes, and for a while it all felt right. then he had to go break my heart, but now that i think about it, i'm really glad he did. he was such a jackass to me and i wasn't going to put up with that for much longer, but i did. and i don't know why i liked him all that much! ughhh. some people i just don't like..but i guess i just have to get over myself. i found something reallly funny today in the FTF registration booklets. they misspelled "this" and put "shit" and the word after was classes. "shit classes at ford" bahahaha. go look at it, page 36; bottom left corner.


Ciao,
Emily