i don't know why, but for some reason i felt like putting that as this blog title? hahhaaa. i miss youtube, dearly. and me and kelsey's website "grilledcheesecat" it's a beasttt[[: just sayinn'. ugh! my life is terrrribly suckish. my dad went to work this morning and returned at like 9:30pm.
this maybe normal is some familys? but i dunno. i love my dadddy and i neeed him at the house! i'm such a dadddy's girl, but i'm not ashamed, so who cares. I love being a proud Christian..
geee tonight this is sooo random, nothing exciting happened that i really want to share with the world!
i think i'm just gonnna talk to some people that make me happy and go to sleeeep.
Ciao,
Emily
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
my life would suck without you//:
You know that song "my life would suck with you you"? well kelly clarkson's got it right. my life sucks without him. i really believe i loved logan, and of course i still do. maybe this is just a rough patch maybe not, ughh.. i really need him, who says "i love you" right after dumping you and crushing you?! welll ya'll no who did! I feel so different. So unloved. I got my first kiss from someone who said he loved me, and I think he really did love me, just his friends aren't absultely great.
Anyways, I had a great saturday night. It was my first Valentine's day having a boyfriend... which I certainly don't have anymore. But I really feel that he still has those feelings for me, because I sure as hell can't stop thinking of him.. at least I'm not like the girl from secret life of the american teenager. But I'm definitely still a virgin. I'm not a whore like some people say I am! It's so annoying when people say that about me. Honestly, I've kissed one guy. &I'm not even with that guy anymore.. DUDE! sorrrry, i'm watching tv, but this commercial just came on for that "fired up!" movie, and I seriously wannna see it. :] Lord knows who I'll see it with but I'm most definitely seeeing it with someone. Probably kels, or maybe no one because our fucking economy. I can't do anything anymore because it costs too much and there's not alot of money.. blah! I wish I was rich, then I'd buy anything and everything. but hey! I got a better life than some people I assume..
Jesus Christ is my Saviour, he's making all of this a whole lot easier on me.. I've never felt so heartbroken and crushed. I could hardly eat today because I was soo messed up, and it's crazy. Last night I slept over at Andre's house, that was funnn :] we went on a walk and watched shallow hal & The Rugrats go to Paris. hahah! I absolutely love that movie soo much.. Anyways I'm tired and Secret Life of the American Teenager is on then i gottta read a helllalot. soo, Night!
lalalalal, i'm so messsed up.
I still love Logan and that's a fact.
Ciao,
Emily.
Anyways, I had a great saturday night. It was my first Valentine's day having a boyfriend... which I certainly don't have anymore. But I really feel that he still has those feelings for me, because I sure as hell can't stop thinking of him.. at least I'm not like the girl from secret life of the american teenager. But I'm definitely still a virgin. I'm not a whore like some people say I am! It's so annoying when people say that about me. Honestly, I've kissed one guy. &I'm not even with that guy anymore.. DUDE! sorrrry, i'm watching tv, but this commercial just came on for that "fired up!" movie, and I seriously wannna see it. :] Lord knows who I'll see it with but I'm most definitely seeeing it with someone. Probably kels, or maybe no one because our fucking economy. I can't do anything anymore because it costs too much and there's not alot of money.. blah! I wish I was rich, then I'd buy anything and everything. but hey! I got a better life than some people I assume..
Jesus Christ is my Saviour, he's making all of this a whole lot easier on me.. I've never felt so heartbroken and crushed. I could hardly eat today because I was soo messed up, and it's crazy. Last night I slept over at Andre's house, that was funnn :] we went on a walk and watched shallow hal & The Rugrats go to Paris. hahah! I absolutely love that movie soo much.. Anyways I'm tired and Secret Life of the American Teenager is on then i gottta read a helllalot. soo, Night!
lalalalal, i'm so messsed up.
I still love Logan and that's a fact.
Ciao,
Emily.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
His "Babykinz"
Bonjour.
Know who really amazes me? God. I love how he can always find ways to make people so happy. I've learned so much from him lately. I really would love to purchase a devotional book so I could read it during the school day or just whenever to make myself a happier person. Sure Sara has one, but she bought it with her own money, and I don't really want her to feel robbed if I take it. Throughout life, you need to be strong throughout everything that happens. Sure, some people have gotten me into a lot of shit. Honestly it doesn't even surprise me anymore when I'm called up to Officer Grindstaff's office, or called up to guidance. BLOGS SAVE THEMSELVES AS YOU TYPE ON HERE. Thank God, because I definitely just typed the wrong thing and somehow it xed out. I was spazzing, hahah. :P I'm really wanting to be a pyhchiatrist. I've been helping two people over today and yesterday, one was dumped, and the other was trying to find love. Today the person trying to find love got up the courage to ask out this girl that he liked, and now they're togetger. The other person is really getting connected to Jesus in the situation, and to tell you the truth I'm really proud of her. She is turning her feelings into writing. & to tell you the truth; it's ending out quite great. Stephanie Myer would be shocked. Know who's really really really sweet? LOGAN. We've been texting since like 3:00, and before school. there was an hour break because he had guitar practice. It's amazing what that boy an do with a guitar. He said the sweetest thing when I was at the gym earlier. He was like "isn't valentine's day coming up?" and I'm like "yeahh, not this saturday, but the next." and he said "i better get saving some more cash." "why?" "You." How friggin' sweet is he? &no, I'm not napolean dynamite. ;) Ughh, so tomorow I have this thing do at Church. Something like my Confirmation name and stuff. I'm just going to use my mom's. ahaha, she suggested it, because she's awesome. I love my mom! Guess what? It's Snowing! Very whimpily, if that's a word? Everyone's spazzing, it's like hardly any snow at all. Try living in Illinois for five years, it's not all that much of a big deal anymore. I found out the most hilarious thing yesterday. It was how my dad "pruposed" to my mom. My mom was on the phone one day with her friend, Lisa. My dad walked in and gave her a ring. It took her a while to comprehend what it meant. I thought that was like the most hilarious thing ever. Well, not ever, but it definitely made my day. Ughh! I haven't blogged in so long. I still have to inform you about my weekend. Friday was spent with the fanny pack. :) (me, fanny, kelsey, and andre) We went to see the Uninvited. We ran into Emily Underwood! OMG! I miss her like crazy. :/ but we had fun on Friday, that movie was amazing. Saturday I sat around all day with the Fanny Pack and then Logan picked me up at 7:30ish, and we went to see The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I realllly enjoyed it. Logan didn't, but he said that he just wanted to be with me. HOW SWEET? <3. When he was getting out of the car, he kissed me goodnight in front of my parents. I had a superbowl party thing Sunday. *Random fact: my dad is the same age of the super bowl. GO STEEELERS :) but yeah, Logan came over. :)along with alot of other people. We got in trouble because apparently me and logan weren't supposed to be left alone. gaygaygay. But we still enjoyed ourselves. I really should get doing my Confirmation Project.
Ciao,
Emily.
Know who really amazes me? God. I love how he can always find ways to make people so happy. I've learned so much from him lately. I really would love to purchase a devotional book so I could read it during the school day or just whenever to make myself a happier person. Sure Sara has one, but she bought it with her own money, and I don't really want her to feel robbed if I take it. Throughout life, you need to be strong throughout everything that happens. Sure, some people have gotten me into a lot of shit. Honestly it doesn't even surprise me anymore when I'm called up to Officer Grindstaff's office, or called up to guidance. BLOGS SAVE THEMSELVES AS YOU TYPE ON HERE. Thank God, because I definitely just typed the wrong thing and somehow it xed out. I was spazzing, hahah. :P I'm really wanting to be a pyhchiatrist. I've been helping two people over today and yesterday, one was dumped, and the other was trying to find love. Today the person trying to find love got up the courage to ask out this girl that he liked, and now they're togetger. The other person is really getting connected to Jesus in the situation, and to tell you the truth I'm really proud of her. She is turning her feelings into writing. & to tell you the truth; it's ending out quite great. Stephanie Myer would be shocked. Know who's really really really sweet? LOGAN. We've been texting since like 3:00, and before school. there was an hour break because he had guitar practice. It's amazing what that boy an do with a guitar. He said the sweetest thing when I was at the gym earlier. He was like "isn't valentine's day coming up?" and I'm like "yeahh, not this saturday, but the next." and he said "i better get saving some more cash." "why?" "You." How friggin' sweet is he? &no, I'm not napolean dynamite. ;) Ughh, so tomorow I have this thing do at Church. Something like my Confirmation name and stuff. I'm just going to use my mom's. ahaha, she suggested it, because she's awesome. I love my mom! Guess what? It's Snowing! Very whimpily, if that's a word? Everyone's spazzing, it's like hardly any snow at all. Try living in Illinois for five years, it's not all that much of a big deal anymore. I found out the most hilarious thing yesterday. It was how my dad "pruposed" to my mom. My mom was on the phone one day with her friend, Lisa. My dad walked in and gave her a ring. It took her a while to comprehend what it meant. I thought that was like the most hilarious thing ever. Well, not ever, but it definitely made my day. Ughh! I haven't blogged in so long. I still have to inform you about my weekend. Friday was spent with the fanny pack. :) (me, fanny, kelsey, and andre) We went to see the Uninvited. We ran into Emily Underwood! OMG! I miss her like crazy. :/ but we had fun on Friday, that movie was amazing. Saturday I sat around all day with the Fanny Pack and then Logan picked me up at 7:30ish, and we went to see The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I realllly enjoyed it. Logan didn't, but he said that he just wanted to be with me. HOW SWEET? <3. When he was getting out of the car, he kissed me goodnight in front of my parents. I had a superbowl party thing Sunday. *Random fact: my dad is the same age of the super bowl. GO STEEELERS :) but yeah, Logan came over. :)along with alot of other people. We got in trouble because apparently me and logan weren't supposed to be left alone. gaygaygay. But we still enjoyed ourselves. I really should get doing my Confirmation Project.
Ciao,
Emily.
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