10 days till summer<3

ello my blog readers (: long time no see/talk/whatever you wannna call it. anyways, i've missed so much in writing in this thing. first thing first, austin asked me out yesterday, and i like him, so i think we all know what the answer to that question was. :P i don't know what i'm thinking, but lets just hope that there are no regrets in this boy. tomorrow is his birthday andddddd confirmation practice. my house is going to be totalllly crazy this week. my grandparents are coming tuesday, and staying till thursday morning. just for my confirmation, which should be kinda interesting, because i'll be helping my grandma with a broken foot. (that's her in the picture) uncle seany, aunt julie, sophie, hannah, josie, johnny, and molly are coming on friday. so i don't think i'll be able to make any special plans this weekend. ///: maybe austin can chill? but i'm not too sure. i'm sooo fucking ready for summer. ba, then my aunt amy, uncle tommy, and grandparents are coming for my graduation. grandma and grandpa are staying for like 5 days. sooo the beginning of my summer will basically be bland. but i do know for a fact that i'm having my third anual camp out with kelsey, andrea, and i don't know who else yet. but that should be super funnn. this week should be really boring at school. i bet we'll just chill and do no school work whatsoever, except for in mr. robbins' class! i'm soooo shocked that i actuallly passed my science EOG! and the rest of my eog's were aced. well, i know that i got a 4 on the math one, just like last year (: i gett my pappa's blood. but they haven't told us our scores on the reading one. but as long as i passed it, i'm coooll. cause i didn't last year, so they put me in this reading remediation class which was boring as fuck. but hey! i passed. i've cleaned allllll day long. no joke. but i'm starting to worry about my pooor little puppy. stewart, who is only 5, couldn't walk his usual... 2,3? mile walk today. we usually walk the neighborhood then walk to lowe's, but today he got to the top of the neighborhood, then pulled me down the hill. maybe he's getting old? maybe he's getting heiferish? maybe he had a bad night? but i don't really know, i love him <3 sooo thursday i had musical auditiions. which were pretty great, but i forgot the words to happy birthday. but i think i did pretty good when they asked me to sing amazing grace. (: liz, victoria, and fanny were my "little crowd" for the whole thing. but i reallly like foard. even though i got lost in it? baaaa. oh well! i got out of school around 2 on friday with kelsey and ashley (: which is good, because, i didn't want to be in there. so when me and kelsey got to her house, we pretty much just chilled and got ready to go downtown for the night. we got there, walked around, got hungry, and went to grouchos for some pretty beastly subs. after grouchos we shopped some then went to drips which is an amazing coffee shop, we got the ice coffee which was great the first few sips, then we got to the part that didn't get any vanilla and it was grosss. after that we watched a christian band play for a little bit, then shopped some more. and when we went to the movie theater, we ran into emily underwood! i absolutely love/miss that girl! ahha. [: we saw race to witch mountain, and this random little boy went running out in the middle of it with his hands in the air. i busted out laughing! it was great. yesterday me, sara, kelsey, and danielle went to the ymca to swimm. it was fun, we ran into shakil there (lol) and i got a little burnt/ a little tan (more burnt then tan). but whatever, i love swimming. then we got home, got showered, and went shopping for a few hours. after shopping, we went to el paso with my family, and shopped some more. that night we chilled with fanny, and when she went home and kelsey was asleep, i talked to austin for a lonnnnnnnng time. haha, then i woke up, went to walmart, and cleaned the house. now i'mma go read or something.



Ciao,
Emily<3

yo ho!

hiiii :] soo i have no idea really why i just put up that smiley face, because truth is, i feel like absolute shit. apparently people are spreading stuff about me. that definitely makes them NOT cool in my book. super immature actually. so how about if you're spreading shit about me, you just shut the hell up and we'll be okay. i know i made out with someone that i was not dating. who gives a shit? i've been praying for forgiveness for the past two days. and for some reason i cannot get the whole thing out of my head. i know it was wrong, but he liked me. and i kinda liked him. but now he doesn't like me because someone saw and they are telling like everyone. gee thanks to them. but it was only a kiss, so don't blow it out of proportions. i believe phillip, it's in the past, it's done, i can't change it, but i can learn from it. i love that kid, even though he's shooooooort. so i don't think i could ever date him, because i'm tallllllll. haha, well i'm monsterously tall compared to that shrimp. :] anyways, i had the eog today. for science. it sucked because mr. robbins doesn't teach us jack squattt. lol, he just goes on and onnn about the "procedure" who gives a shit about the procedure? i'm pretty sure we know how to fill in fucking bubbles. hahah, he's stupid. i just got a new/old picture on myspace. my self esteem has been too low lately to actually take one. maybe when i stop feeling this way i'll get a new new one. probably this weekend. i don't even get why i feel this bad... i just do. music makes me feel a tad better, those happy songs that arent about anything bad. idk, just.. try to talk to me about it, and chances are i'll talk. but i'm not about to just tell you everything about me in a public blog. hah, i was supposed to go swimming with fanny and anthony tonight, but they're kinda dating, so i figured that would be AWKWARDDD. because anthony couldn't invite anyone else. ohhh! and to make this weekend absolutely great, i went to greenville this weekend for a concert. i must say, it was pretty damn sweeet. <33 daddy- i smell weed. me- I SEEE WEEEED! heheh, i love my family


Ciao,

Emily

long time no see?

heyyy you guys <3 sooo first off, i wanted to make this amazing statement, I GOT MY CARTLIDGE OR WHATEVER PIERCED! thank God! i've beeen waiting for a while now. anyways, i think it's cute! anyways, i'm the most excited person ever. tomorrrow i'm going to an amazing concertttt<3 and tonight i'm going to the movies with fanny, anthony, and austin. ha, Lord knows what'lll happen with that? but i'm excited none the less. and omfg, i've been waiting so long to see these amazing bands in concert. THREE DOORS DOWN? THEORY OF A DEADMAN? SHINEDOWN? AND BUNCHES OF OTHERS! woooooo! this is going to be fucking sweeet. i'lll probably blog once we get to the hotel room if my mom lets me bring my laptop. or if i even have service there. ha :P my house looks like shit. too bad i don't feeel like cleaning. i really hope that my momma does the cleaning tonight. anyways. i met this guy that i've been talking to for a while last night. turns out hes short as helll man! like i'm probably a whole foot taller than him. and i don't mean to be a critique, but i don't date short guys. they make me feel ginormous. hahah, ohhh well. that's never gonna happen. another thing i dont do is date younger guys, i always should date older. says my mother. ahah. :] and yesterday i was walking around with this dude that i've kinda liked since forever, and everyone knows that. but anyways, he was acting like he liked me. it was kinda cute. but i know that he doesn't like me. i'm so.. ughh. and he's like.. not.. jeez, this is an interesting blog. i'm pretty sure that this dude i talked to a month ago is straight up gay, i saw some things in his comments, and wow. FAGFAGFAG. i don't have anything wrong with gay people whatsoever, but if you're going to say that you like me and shit, and you really don't, it aggravates me. the cutest thing ever happened in lunch today. this girl's dad has been in the navy for a while, and she hadn't seen him since christmas, so he came to the schooll. and got on the stage. then mrs. mcConnell blew a whistle, so the girl turned around, saw her dad, and started running towards him for a hug. it was ADORABLE. i cried. i'm actually a reallly sensitive person if you ever pay attention to what i am saying. i didn't even know the girl, and yet tears came out of my eyes. :( it was so.. amazing. hallmark moment, straight up.



Ciao,
Emily

helllo sarah cline!

bahah, i totallly just named a blog after you. [: i'm sure you feel loved now. anywaysss. that was definitely just a random shout out/ hello/ you're fired. I LOVE MITCHELLL DAVIS. today is frenchy's birthdayyyy. so i'm about to go to over to her house and eat some amazing crapes. they are soooooooo good, i had some with her last night. mmmm. ;]] i got fanny one of the best birthday presents she will ever get last night. condoms! cause she's a whore and i don't want a bunch of weird french kids running around everywhere. so basicallly i did you all a huge favor. everything is goood except my fucking period. i hate tom. sooo much. i'd probably be at the gym right now if it weren't for him! >.<<< fuck tom, 'nufff said. it's kinda actuallly pretty out right now. the rain reallly cleared up. hehe.. me and sarah are doing this amazing "prank type thingy?" on this girl. it's hilarious. she's such a whore. and a bitch. andddddddd a liar. and everything of that sort. i can't even believe i was ever friends with her. (and no i don't mean sarah!) just gaaaaaah. i've bloggged so much over this girl in the past month or two. there's so much to say about her. and one sad thing about it is that i don't think i have the ballls to telll her to her face.



i'm sleeepy, night loves<333



Ciao,
Emily

holyballls.

hiii :] X on the smiley because i feel like absolute shit. damn tom!!!! i was planning on going to the gym tonight, but i guess i'm too much of a pussy to go to the gym with fucking tom. i went last night anyways. i had the most AMAZING nap last night! bahhh! it was like an hour long. and it was great! then i ate some ramen nooodles. (uhh, yum.) then i went to the gym for an hour or so with my mommma. & to top it off i watched some greek and went to bed around nine. but gayyyyyy alex woke me up around 9:30 to come look at his new bike. it was 300 dollars he said. who the fuck spends that much on a 3 pound bike? i sure as hell don't! but hey, i'd rather spend that much on like a new wardrobe or something. heheh. shopping is fun<3 gah, i went to the mall errrrrryday this weekend. does that make me lame? it sure does. but idc [: but me and sara's orgasmic pretels from target were great! i'd soooo take some of them things right now. but we ate them alll. damn heifers! >.< but i probably shouldn't be eating them anyways. even though they aren't alll that bad for you at all. why do i even care? everytime i try to do something about my body it ends up being an epic fail. so i'lll just keep doing what i'm doing. but believe me, i will try, & i do try. blehh. i think i might go take a nap soon. cause american idol is on tonight and i'd hate to misss that. i love that show. but i think my mom is going to take me to dick's tonight. cause she's nice and is buying me new soffe's. :]]] i love her! bleh. know what i want? a freaking boyfriend. call me pathetic, idc. but i haven't had one since Logan.. i really loved him. but now i see where everything went wrong in that. and the douche bag even asked me what to say when you're breaking up with someone. i was like "wtf.. why" and i just knew that it was coming. although that was like in february it still kinda hurts. it was the day after valentine's day, and i could have sworn he loved me, then he just kind of did that after saying he "loved" me so much. whatever, that thing how i want a boyfriend just got me thinking. ughh, i feel sick. i'm gonna go take a nap or something.


Ciao,
Emily

ps, HAPPPY CINCO DE MAYO!

heylo <3

hiiii:] sooo, i'm sitting here in a snoopy t shirt, texting, listening to music and drinking tea.. then it hit me. i have way to much fucking drama in my life. /: sooo! how about i blog about the goood things in my life? i make good grades. i enjoy learning new things even if it takes a while to learn. i lovvvve taking long walks with just about anyone (including stewart) writing is a passion. singing is love. laughing is sooo much fun and a great way to burn calories? haha, so giggle once in a while! :] i've been in love. i enjoy cuddling. my friends are the BEST. tip top yo :DDD my family has like no problems. we all have good common sense. i'm a Christian. God's there for me. no big stresses fill my life. i love helping others. people are there for me when i need them. & just life is way to great to look at it threw the eyes of a drama queen. so how about you take your shitty little drama and move it FARaway from me? sounds great lovessss<3




Ciao,
Emily

elllllo :]

hiiii loves<3 who reads my blog? sara does! cause she's a blogger stalker! bahahah. HI SARA! YOU LOOK GORGEOUS IN THAT DRESSS AND MAKE UP :] the hair is swwwwwwwweeet. i'm jealous! anyways, that is most definitely the reason for my bloggging outrage. i take some things so seriously. maybe we were just really close? maybe it could have lead to more. but dude, he's fucking hot! and i know that maybe he isn't "boyfriend" material. my bestfriend dated him, i kinda got the point. but i'm not sure if i even like him.. i stilllll know that i like that other guy but his freaking job tangles up his time, and i'm not sure he would have the time to be with me. i'm kind of a needy kinda girl. jeeez, i'm really tired of this. i feel like a whore. i want to be in some sort of a relationship! not a sneaking around kind either, just i feeel that i'm ready for some special guy to come into my life. omfg, soooo i'm absolutely loving my outfit right now. sorrry, random but i'm seriously done with talking about boys for this blog <3 my world does not revolve around them, sorry. & i'm tired of bitches, girl you know who you are and you need to seriously stop making shit up about me. i'm rubber, you're glue, everything you say to me bounces off and sticks to you! bahhahahahahhahaha. i fucking love superstar. i think i'm going to make sara watch it with me again when she gets home from prommm. damn, i wish i liked junior boys. but most the guys in my life just go up to sophomore year, sooo i'll go with them next year :] bahah. i'mmma go help me whoreish sister finish getting ready for prom!


Ciao,
Emily



p.s. i'lllll add more later. ;)

BAHHHHHHH

i just taught kelsey how to addd a blog!
oh my LANTA! addd more to it later, loves. <3333

Ciao,
Emily