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ayyye. i know that i havent blogged in such a long time. i've just had really nothing to blog about lately. well. i guess a little TOO much to blog about. like 4 weeks ago, phillip decided he was done talking to me. that hurt me pretty bad. me and him.. sure. we never dated. but we "talked" and acted like we were dating for like 3 months. i miss it. i miss him. he is without a doubt the best kisser there is. i saw him sunday when i was crossing the road to the mall. me and andrea were walking. and he was in the car that let us pass. he put his head out the sunroof and screamed my name. it was pretty cute. lmfao. but that was the first thing he had tried to say to me since we stopped talking. his voice is like the sex. hahah! wooo! enough phillip. i'm done trying with him. what we had was special. he ruined it. when we were together and alone? it was magical. in front of people? he didnt know me. it was like he was so ashamed to be seen with me. i hated it. anyways. i kissed the first person since him on friday. it was nice. very nice. he's a pretty good kissser. but there wasnt sparks like with phillip. i need to just find a nice guy. and start a relationship. being single is nice. but i want to be in a real relationship again. its going to be pretty tough. because this weekend i was sick. i had a high fever and lots of like neck pain and shit. idk. it was awful. now i have fever blisters. lots of them. I DONT HAVE FUCKING HERPES, SO STOP SAYING THAT YOU FUCKING BITCH. haha. totally just throwing that out there. because i really hate walking in the halls and hearing some whore that i dont talk to whispering to some girl i've never met "OH MY GODDDDDD EMILY NELSON HAS HERPESSS. SHE GOT IT FROM JAKEEEEPIERCE!" i kissed jake. kay. doesnt mean he gave me herpes you bitch. its spirit week. i dont have much spirit for this godforsaken school.

go2sleep<3

ciao,
emily

love

you are the most amazing thing under the sun
you tore my life apart to the extremity
you made me feel desireless,
and without heart.
you made me feel without a doubt love.
i miss our love sweetheart. i miss you.
come and bring back your passionate romance
and silliness that made me fall ever so deep
i miss you. i want you. i need you.
come back to me.


(P.S. i will blog more tomorrow or something. i'm just super tired.)