st. martin first three days (:

ayyye bloggers! so i'm most defffinitely in the carribean. you can tell just by looking out my window. i've been here since the twentieth, so, three days down, 11 more to go. i've never beenn on this long of a vacation. my family would never stay this long, i'm just here with fanny. the first day we got here i got to go to my first french grocery store. we swam in our poool at the house we're renting, ate with a bunch of frenchies, then we went to sleep. it gets dark here reallly early? and get's bright really early too. so i've been going to sleep around nine or ten then sleep until 8 or 9? that's really early for me.. :P ashamed? yes, but it's whatever. the next day we got up and went to the beach, then we had lunch, swamm, shopped. third day went to the dutch side of the island, got a litttle bit burnt, alot tan (: AND WENT PARASAILING. it was awesome. the view was amazing. i really like the island alot, but i miss hikory.


Ciao,
Emily

hurrrr

helllo loves<3 i got an epic new haircut yesterday, suppppa cute. and short. layers & bangs. whatta bamf? heheh. i leave SATURDAY. that's just too amazing to believe. i'm majorly excited. i think i'm going to do something with emily anderson and andre today. well that's what andre said? haha. :P i hope so, cause i think i'm about ready to get sick of fannny. she's too french. last night we walked up to lowes, and the cutest boy was there. he works there, his name is vince, and fannny just went on in french on the phone with her mom, and he was like... "wtfff?" lol! it was probably the most classic thing in the world. (: i reallly don't have all that much to say, so i'lll just write tomorrow or when i'm in st. marteen.

Ciao,
Emily

UP ALLLL NIGHT

i don't know why i set that as the title of this blog? i suppose it's because i'm listening to that song? ahha, anyways, let's catch you up on my life. wednesday i had my third anual campout (: it was prettty damn great. and i graduated jacobs fork. so now i'm a freshman at foard. heheh. my family hasn't been gone all week which minimizes what i am able to do. i've been invited to many things i couldn't go to in the past week cause my family's been here. >.<<<< i slept at kelsey's on friday. we went to the mall, and pissed off her mother. joyyy. but we had fun and watched transformers which was surprisingly really good. i'm really finding it hard to believe how great my social life is right now. i'm getting invited to things lleft and right. st marteen, florida, lousianna.. it's pretty great. and last night i was texting someone that was in a movie. and he was saying all this stuff of how he hasn't dated anyone in a while and he wanted me to go to a movie with him last night. but i had to do this thing for my aunt amy. she turned 40. then we played quarters. but it sucked, cause i used to really like this dude. and i hope i get to see him alot this summer and even more next year when i'mma freshman. cause i could see myself dating him. he's really sweet. yet crazy. and yesterday i was invited to lunch and crap with someone i used to like but confuses the shit out of me now. ANNNNNND my ex wants me back, although he has a girlfriend. AAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNND the guy that i actually like i've only met like twice, and i want to be able to see him more, but i doubt that could happen, so i'm thinking about giving up on that one. i don't know, guys have this amazing ability to confuse the fuck out of me. but i'm glad i'm not how i used to be. in 6th grade somebody who i'm not going to mention came up to me and said "i don't like you and no one ever will." what a fucking dick face. but, hey! i proved him wrong, now didn't i?? hahah. i want to show the world how i feel, but i'm afraid.


Ciao,
Emily

sob.

aye. anyways, i'm really starting to wonder.. what is wrong with guys in the world? they could just be normal and have at least the slightest bit of heart, but no! once you really feel as if you can trust them and such, then they just turn around and backstab you. well, not really. me and him broke up on wednesday. i was like "you are a pothead, it really does bother me even though i may say that it doesnt. and i'm not sure if i want a guy in my life that is like that" and he was like "oh, well i don't even want a girlfriend anyways." so what does he do after saying this? he asks out another girl. oh jeeez, that just made my day suck. flat out suck. he went for the goodie two shoes. i mean, of course i consider myself a generally good person, but this girl has never really kissed a guy. well she has.. but not KISSED. yes, i know, i was shocked too. this all happened after i got confirmed. my name is now emily marie anne nelson (: i mean, even though i'll most likely turn baptist, it was a good thing to get confirmed. it made my grandparents proud and they gave me lots of money. at the beginning of the week i started out with 0.00, now i have like 110 something? and by the end of next week it'll be 200 something. yayyy graduation. booo tom! tom in case you didn't know is just short for "time of the month" :P haa, gross. but hey, it is my blog, and if you don't like it, get over it (: gahh, i hate that. why am i in such a bitchy mood lately. personally i think i'm very stressed. that guy, tom, and all this family being here lately, i guess it's really gotten to me. this is my first time being alone tonight. yes, at 11:24. son of a bitch, i'm tired. i watched that movie tonight called "he's just not that into you" and i realized many things. although i've already thought those things it was just really eye opening and sweet to me. i love cute little movies that make me feel good about myself.. i really want him more as a friend. i'm not talking about my ex, i'm talking about some other dude. i've always felt this way about him. and now i'm realizing more than ever, i need to tell him. blehh, this will most likely be an epic fail, but honestly i do believe it will be worth it.


Ciao,
Emily