You know that song "my life would suck with you you"? well kelly clarkson's got it right. my life sucks without him. i really believe i loved logan, and of course i still do. maybe this is just a rough patch maybe not, ughh.. i really need him, who says "i love you" right after dumping you and crushing you?! welll ya'll no who did! I feel so different. So unloved. I got my first kiss from someone who said he loved me, and I think he really did love me, just his friends aren't absultely great.
Anyways, I had a great saturday night. It was my first Valentine's day having a boyfriend... which I certainly don't have anymore. But I really feel that he still has those feelings for me, because I sure as hell can't stop thinking of him.. at least I'm not like the girl from secret life of the american teenager. But I'm definitely still a virgin. I'm not a whore like some people say I am! It's so annoying when people say that about me. Honestly, I've kissed one guy. &I'm not even with that guy anymore.. DUDE! sorrrry, i'm watching tv, but this commercial just came on for that "fired up!" movie, and I seriously wannna see it. :] Lord knows who I'll see it with but I'm most definitely seeeing it with someone. Probably kels, or maybe no one because our fucking economy. I can't do anything anymore because it costs too much and there's not alot of money.. blah! I wish I was rich, then I'd buy anything and everything. but hey! I got a better life than some people I assume..
Jesus Christ is my Saviour, he's making all of this a whole lot easier on me.. I've never felt so heartbroken and crushed. I could hardly eat today because I was soo messed up, and it's crazy. Last night I slept over at Andre's house, that was funnn :] we went on a walk and watched shallow hal & The Rugrats go to Paris. hahah! I absolutely love that movie soo much.. Anyways I'm tired and Secret Life of the American Teenager is on then i gottta read a helllalot. soo, Night!
lalalalal, i'm so messsed up.
I still love Logan and that's a fact.
Ciao,
Emily.
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