hey.

i'm giving up. i said i would a month ago. but i'm weak. i miss talking to him. he was the sweetest and probably one of the best things that had ever happened to me. he was the only guy that i really ever "talked" to, without them saying something about having sex with me. i'm 14 years old. sex isn't something i look for in a relationship. i look for people that don't do that. but eventually you realize, that's all that guys want from you. i'm tired of trying to be taken over by some dick. i don't want to get hurt.
anyways. alex did this really lame thing today. it probably made my day. i got a text from emily saying "omg, alex got snakebites?" so i texted him saying "snakebites.. really? " i called them fake and whatnot, so he got pissed and told me to go up to his house so he could prove they were real. so i did. they were fucking paper clips. he's a dumbass. :] so i took a picture with my hoops in my mouth, to look all lame like him.
i got to hang out with my bestfriend this weekend (: i missed her!

time for homework and sleep.
joy



ciao,
emily