yo ho!

hiiii :] soo i have no idea really why i just put up that smiley face, because truth is, i feel like absolute shit. apparently people are spreading stuff about me. that definitely makes them NOT cool in my book. super immature actually. so how about if you're spreading shit about me, you just shut the hell up and we'll be okay. i know i made out with someone that i was not dating. who gives a shit? i've been praying for forgiveness for the past two days. and for some reason i cannot get the whole thing out of my head. i know it was wrong, but he liked me. and i kinda liked him. but now he doesn't like me because someone saw and they are telling like everyone. gee thanks to them. but it was only a kiss, so don't blow it out of proportions. i believe phillip, it's in the past, it's done, i can't change it, but i can learn from it. i love that kid, even though he's shooooooort. so i don't think i could ever date him, because i'm tallllllll. haha, well i'm monsterously tall compared to that shrimp. :] anyways, i had the eog today. for science. it sucked because mr. robbins doesn't teach us jack squattt. lol, he just goes on and onnn about the "procedure" who gives a shit about the procedure? i'm pretty sure we know how to fill in fucking bubbles. hahah, he's stupid. i just got a new/old picture on myspace. my self esteem has been too low lately to actually take one. maybe when i stop feeling this way i'll get a new new one. probably this weekend. i don't even get why i feel this bad... i just do. music makes me feel a tad better, those happy songs that arent about anything bad. idk, just.. try to talk to me about it, and chances are i'll talk. but i'm not about to just tell you everything about me in a public blog. hah, i was supposed to go swimming with fanny and anthony tonight, but they're kinda dating, so i figured that would be AWKWARDDD. because anthony couldn't invite anyone else. ohhh! and to make this weekend absolutely great, i went to greenville this weekend for a concert. i must say, it was pretty damn sweeet. <33 daddy- i smell weed. me- I SEEE WEEEED! heheh, i love my family


Ciao,

Emily