holyballls.

hiii :] X on the smiley because i feel like absolute shit. damn tom!!!! i was planning on going to the gym tonight, but i guess i'm too much of a pussy to go to the gym with fucking tom. i went last night anyways. i had the most AMAZING nap last night! bahhh! it was like an hour long. and it was great! then i ate some ramen nooodles. (uhh, yum.) then i went to the gym for an hour or so with my mommma. & to top it off i watched some greek and went to bed around nine. but gayyyyyy alex woke me up around 9:30 to come look at his new bike. it was 300 dollars he said. who the fuck spends that much on a 3 pound bike? i sure as hell don't! but hey, i'd rather spend that much on like a new wardrobe or something. heheh. shopping is fun<3 gah, i went to the mall errrrrryday this weekend. does that make me lame? it sure does. but idc [: but me and sara's orgasmic pretels from target were great! i'd soooo take some of them things right now. but we ate them alll. damn heifers! >.< but i probably shouldn't be eating them anyways. even though they aren't alll that bad for you at all. why do i even care? everytime i try to do something about my body it ends up being an epic fail. so i'lll just keep doing what i'm doing. but believe me, i will try, & i do try. blehh. i think i might go take a nap soon. cause american idol is on tonight and i'd hate to misss that. i love that show. but i think my mom is going to take me to dick's tonight. cause she's nice and is buying me new soffe's. :]]] i love her! bleh. know what i want? a freaking boyfriend. call me pathetic, idc. but i haven't had one since Logan.. i really loved him. but now i see where everything went wrong in that. and the douche bag even asked me what to say when you're breaking up with someone. i was like "wtf.. why" and i just knew that it was coming. although that was like in february it still kinda hurts. it was the day after valentine's day, and i could have sworn he loved me, then he just kind of did that after saying he "loved" me so much. whatever, that thing how i want a boyfriend just got me thinking. ughh, i feel sick. i'm gonna go take a nap or something.


Ciao,
Emily

ps, HAPPPY CINCO DE MAYO!