UP ALLLL NIGHT

i don't know why i set that as the title of this blog? i suppose it's because i'm listening to that song? ahha, anyways, let's catch you up on my life. wednesday i had my third anual campout (: it was prettty damn great. and i graduated jacobs fork. so now i'm a freshman at foard. heheh. my family hasn't been gone all week which minimizes what i am able to do. i've been invited to many things i couldn't go to in the past week cause my family's been here. >.<<<< i slept at kelsey's on friday. we went to the mall, and pissed off her mother. joyyy. but we had fun and watched transformers which was surprisingly really good. i'm really finding it hard to believe how great my social life is right now. i'm getting invited to things lleft and right. st marteen, florida, lousianna.. it's pretty great. and last night i was texting someone that was in a movie. and he was saying all this stuff of how he hasn't dated anyone in a while and he wanted me to go to a movie with him last night. but i had to do this thing for my aunt amy. she turned 40. then we played quarters. but it sucked, cause i used to really like this dude. and i hope i get to see him alot this summer and even more next year when i'mma freshman. cause i could see myself dating him. he's really sweet. yet crazy. and yesterday i was invited to lunch and crap with someone i used to like but confuses the shit out of me now. ANNNNNND my ex wants me back, although he has a girlfriend. AAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNND the guy that i actually like i've only met like twice, and i want to be able to see him more, but i doubt that could happen, so i'm thinking about giving up on that one. i don't know, guys have this amazing ability to confuse the fuck out of me. but i'm glad i'm not how i used to be. in 6th grade somebody who i'm not going to mention came up to me and said "i don't like you and no one ever will." what a fucking dick face. but, hey! i proved him wrong, now didn't i?? hahah. i want to show the world how i feel, but i'm afraid.


Ciao,
Emily